I’m thinking of serious changes. Mostly to myself. I think I’m old enough to stop lamenting and start feeling what proactivity is all about. Lolz, yes, tricksters do grow up. I hope :p. Thoughts are not enough. I hereby declare this summer personal development time. Maybe :p. No, kidding, I’ll do my best. And if I don’t, I’ll just delete this post and pretend that I never said these things 
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Of course I don’t expect many things to change in so little time, but I do expect to at least try to stop disappointing myself, it’s not fun to live inside a body/brain/life that you hate so deeply.
So, the first thing I’ll try to change is laziness and my way of stalling things when it comes to studying . So I’ll stop reading blogs for now. No matter how educational they are :p.
Wow, if you get a solution to this, do share, pretty please. I’ve been fighting my laziness for so long, I am starting to feel hopeless. I have managed to have a job I like, kinda keep studying and have some on the side projects too. I still waste 50% of my time doing nothing of any value